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As many of you know. I entered my fourth decade (!) on 1st July. I am now 30! This is weird because I don’t feel it at all. I remember turning 20 on holiday with my friends in India in 2008 and feeling like I didn’t feel ready to be in my twenties. I even felt old back then. (What was I thinking?)
Turning thirty has been bittersweet. Its been amazing and I am grateful to have made it here, older, wiser and still with hope intact. I have an incredible fiance, family and wonderful friends. But truthfully this has been one of the hardest months of my life- with my Grandma passing away and illness in the family. I have had to focus on some very sad and challenging situations in the past few weeks and spent the morning of my birthday visiting a family member in hospital- which was hard but important.
I did get spoiled with presents and cards and spent the majority of the day with my fiance, so that was lovely and he got me a chocolate cheesecake yum.
I am going to celebrate with friends at a later date too. Hoping to escape on holiday to Israel also with my fiance and just see family and friends, go to the beach and pool, see the Old City and have a much needed break in the Holy land! My best friend has just had a baby so will be good to see her too and meet the baby.
When I turned 20, I could never have foreseen that I would achieve so much personally – my degrees, travelling, new jobs, making new friends, dating and meeting my one, fundraising and volunteering- but also that there would be many years of heartache due to ill health.
The past decade, my mental health and heart were ripped in two and I had to piece myself back together after being in hospital and suffering from the worst depression (and mania) that I had ever faced. It is frightening because you never know when you will get ill as bipolar is chronic, but being on good medication to hold moods as well as extensive therapy really helps.
I have been learning to seize the day and embrace a positive mindset. As I am typing this, James Arthur is singing on youtube and the lyrics ‘The sun will rise, thank the lucky stars that you’re alive.. beautiful life ‘ just played.
The sun rises after darkness and will continue to again. I know as long as I have my support network and team around me, I will be OK.
This decade I want to achieve- my bucket list:
- Be a published author and have a successful book which helps me become a speaker and advocate on mental health
- Travel to the USA, Maldives, Thailand and Vietnam, more countries in Europe- islands, Croatia and go back to Madeira! Also go on safari in Southern Africa and see Zimbabwe
- I would love to become a mother, with my husband
- Get on the property ladder if possible
- Write for the BBC, Cosmopolitan and other newspapers and continue my freelance writing career
- Meet the Duke and Duchess of Cambridge re mental health work
- Be happy, live well and live fearlessly. Seize and love each day
- Study more Jewishly and deepen spirituality
- Finally pass my driving test!!
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Heres to a new decade, with dreams manifesting and love abounding. I hope G-d blesses me and some or all of the dreams come true! We make plans and He laughs… but I think its important to clarify vision.
Thank you to all who raised money for Gigdev Ghana for my birthday and raised £520. It will help women there so much.
How am I 30?! I still feel 18 in my heart :),
Happy Belated Birthday! This post made me smile so much, because I think it can be so inspirational for people who are struggling to see past their darkness. You’ve overcome so much and that deserves to be celebrated.
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Thank you for your kindness and warm words. Really means a lot to me. xoxo
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Happy belated birthday! I love your bucket list – I agree that it’s important to clarify your vision. Blessings to you!
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Thank you so much Terri xx
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Happy belated birthday! Having just turned 20 (and not feeling old enough yet) I can see myself in this post a lot. Good luck with your bucket list, there are some wonderful things on there!
Alys
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Thank you so much Alys, Being in your twenties is a lot of fun and you learn so much, enjoy it all 🙂
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Great bucket list!
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Thank you ashley how are you?
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I’ve been doing ok, thanks 💕
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Good
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Happy Birthday Eleanor..
🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎊🎊🎊🎊🎊🎊🎊🎂🎂🎂🎂🎂🎂.
🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗😘😘😘😘😘❤❤❤❤
Best wishes for your next Life.
And yes, You can easily achieve your Bucket List. 😉😉
Believe me.
🤓.
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Thanks so much.. i hope so 🙂 🙂
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YOU CAN !!…
AND IT WILL HAPPEN FOR SURE.
🤗🤗🤗😘😘😘😘❤❤.
🙂🙂
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I’m completely there with #1!!! Glad we can support each other through wordpress; let me know if I can help you with the writing process at all ❤
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Thank you so much Cat I so appreciate it xxx
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And happy birthday!!!!!!!!
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yey!! xxx
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Great list! Happy birthday, may God continue to bless you and guide you in your path to Him. 😊🙏🏽
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Thanks so so much x
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Crazy how time flies. I’ll be 30 in September.
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Ahh amazing. 1988 babies are the best
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Yes, we are! ❤
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Lovely post El. Thank you again for sharing something so personal. Wishing you a happy belated birthday. Xx
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Ahh george. My pleasure. Thank you i miss you!!! huge hugs xxx
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Your bucket list is amazing dear.
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Thank you
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Really good post. I know you will accomplish these things. We have a lot in common!
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Thank you
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